-Doraaakins.

Its been exactly a month and 1 day since i last posted, What has HAPPENED! :( Waaaa, i miss you guys !
Anyway enough of that, here is my long, long post about myself.


I'm Sixteen, A student and in love with college life.
i'm trustworthy but forgetful, but at the same time i remember minor details.
i love to laugh and smile, i love to feel unjudged and accepted, i avoid awkward situations.
i love healthy food, but have too much of a sweet tooth.
i love fashion, although i dont follow the crowd.
I have anxiety a lot, i have strange habits.
I like most types of music but stick to my little alt, indie, rock fasination most of the time.
i like to choose my friends wisely, although i love everyone until they do somthing wrong or to annoy me.
I hate when people cling to me, i like my space.
if i'm annoyed i tend to be bitchy, but i dont unsually mean what i say, i just say it.
i seem like such a simple person, but really i'm kinda complicated.
Just because i look fine on the outside, doesnt mean i'm fine on the inside.
I love my love very much, even though we are seperated a lot of the time.
I believe in freedom, peace, serenity and dreams.
I should use my own advice sometimes.
I think we should all be selfish at times.
I want a good job and pretty things when i am older.
I'd like to live in a little cottage in the country side, but at the same time would love to live in a city.
I express myself im my own, strange little ways.
I'm selfconcious and come accross shy, usually i'm just trying to figure out whether anyone understands me.
At the same time i'm confident and i love who i am.
I love brushing my teeth, it always sends me on little trains of thought.
Ever since i was little i have had my head up in the clouds, i stared out the windows at school and into the distance through car windows.
I'm forever unhappy with my weight and the way i look.
I have never dyed my hair, contact lenses are my savior.
I was bullied and made fun out when i was younger, i was vunerable and i was different.
People say i have a 'because your worth it' smile and look nothing like my parents.
I love my family even though we often have our little dramas.
I love nature and animals.
Camping out in feilds, watching the sun set and gazing at the stars.
I'm a brown eyed, caramel haired.
Some days i look younger than i am, other days i look older.
Some days i like the way i look, other days i hate my looks.
I use words, quotes, phrases, pictures, art and music to associate the way i am feeling.
I think you should always forgive but never forget.
I love vintage, retro and timeless things.
I like to do things in my own time, i hate deadlines. I mean they're just DEAD, right?
I love spontanious events, decisions and people.
Books, books, books, books, BOOKS!
Sunglasses, Dresses, Tights, Jumpers, Jewlery, bags.
I hate overloading my face with makeup and lies. I hate liers. I'd rather know the truth even if it hurts.
I have girl friends and boy friends, sometimes i get on better with guys because of their attitudes.
I like drawing and being creative. PHOTOGRAPHY.
Did i mention music?
MUSIC.
I love travelling, i want to see the world while i'm young. I want to experience different cultures and i want to broaden my mind.
5* Hotels are lush.
I want to learn different languages although, i find them hard to get the hang of. I know quite a bit of german.  


There is so much about me and this isnt even much of it. I'll post this and then think of more i could have written.
Well done if you read all of that, i hope it didnt bore you!
Well gollygosh (< just felt like writing that, i never get to say it... boreeed), in the newyear i am going to try and take at least a photo everyday, i'm thinking of keeping a lot of them to myself, it'll be my little personal project.
I might even get another notebook to keep the photo's in. I will try to take my camera everywhere with me. Yay. I need to post more but i never get the time and never know what people like to read about and see ?
I am hoping to post again before christmas, but i am on vacation in Austria at the moment and might not have internet for the whole week, so i'll see what i can do! :)
Keep dreaming my lovelies <3 xxx